He looked into
his reflection at the river's edge and saw someone that he had become and whom
he recognized less and less. His face was heavy and lifeless from the years of
experiences that, to be honest, hadn't really made him any more happy.
He
could remember a time of true happiness, the early years of being a child, when
he loved his family and felt hope for things to come. Over the years he had become
uncaring, he wanted everything for himself and made sure no-one got in his way.
While
staring at himself in the reflection of the water he started to feel something
that he hadn't felt for a long time, something he had shut down for years. He
felt his heart again and the welling up of emotion that was making him feel once
more. Tears were surfacing in his eyes. These tears started streaming down his
face. They became uncontrollable to the point that he just sobbed and sobbed.
He never thought that he could ever cry this much. The feeling of it was a relief
to his soul. Even though he was going through some tough times, it was freeing
to finally let the truth surface so that he could feel himself again after so
many years.